I began to swim.

I saw life ebbing out of me gradually,
little by little.
My smiles curved lesser,
and hope was just a bystander.
Yet I couldn't scream,
I was transfixed like in a dream.
Numb to my own feelings,
Resistant to life's temptations.
The fire in me seemed to dim,
And without an effort, I began to swim.

Where you belong

It is difficult to see your loved one wrecked,
But the path is his to be chosen and trekked.
You can breakdown and cry,
Ask him to see through or at-least try.
But your cry will fall on deaf ears,
As his sense of righteousness has intoxicated him and numbed his fears.

Thats why they say there is no right or wrong,
You are where you think you belong!

Dilemma

I sway to the winds
But I stick to my roots
Oh so I love that breeze through my petals
I live through my roots
I breathe through the wind
The breeze asks me to move with him
But
the root considers the situation grim!
One my existence and the other my liberation!

The song of discords

Fits misfits rights wrongs
Do they have a say in the song of the songs, the heart song
Isnt it the way my heart warms up
Celebrates in your presence
My desires get a new flight
Knowing your essence
Unison discord
Do they have a say in the hearts song
Do they have a say in our hearts song
I don't believe they do
Coz when i look into ur eyes that smiles
All i desire is to be warm and safe in the lullaby of our hearts song!

The unsettling unrest

I know there is unrest within ur head
I believe u will deal with it as you said
We had a journey to tread
Which is lost in this dealing with unknown unrest i am a afraid
There are nights i have cried
May be to wash off our paths of the dust unrest had sighed
But once the storm settles we gotta deal with what is left
And thank the storm for the unsettling yet a settling unrest!

The not so good feeling of right!

And my heart bleeds in joy and misery
As the resider of it is confused
Journey of fire and ice
Though people claim love is feeling that is nice
In your words and touches my heart grows wings for our love flight
But my wings fall short of your demands of right
Oh a painful sight
When tender feelings are smothered by the feeling of right.

Outlander unrest!

A dagger deep down my chest
Reminds me of my recent conquest
Sometimes i felt i was at my victorious best
Only to realise the underlying unrest
This unrest could have been fought
But if only it was within my heart!