Friday, July 16, 2010

If ..

If I would have told you how it feels like to have you around
You would have had a reason to think twice before you left
If I would have told you how my heart skips a beat on seeing you
You would have chosen to stay back to hear the rhythm of my heartbeat
If I would have told how much I miss your words, the sound of your voice when you are not around
You would have promised me with a firm voice that no matter how long we would be apart u will be back one day for me
If I would have told you the void created by your absence would stab me to death
You would have hugged me and whispered that there is no void and it'll never be cause we'll always be treasured in each others thoughts till we meet again and the firmness in your eyes would have told me we definitely will
Today even if I scream my heart out it seems as if you can’t hear me
I am sorry I should have told you when you were here near me
But dear I understand this time u didn’t have an option
I knew it was inevitable and you had to leave
You would have fought till the very end and did everything you could have done
U don’t have to regret of leaving me alone
Cause the life spent with you would always remain the best thing
We had dreamed of watching every sunrise and sunset in each others arms
But this time it seems as if it'll have to remain a dream
'Move on' as you always said
I would surely move on but with the blooming garden of your memories in my heart forever.

Someone asked...

Someone asked me what is a dream?
Your face was all I could think of!
Someone asked me what is solace?
Your smile was all I could picturise!
Someone asked me what is melody?
U calling out for me in your velvet voice was the only thing that resounded in my head!
Someone asked me what is friendship?
It was the warmth your lap where my distress turned into tears and left me I realized!
Someone asked me what is love?
All I could think of was that hand on my shoulder , the feel of your warm kiss on my forehead and that confident eyes!
Someone asked me what is life?
I finally said it firm and strong that life for me was holding your hand and walking by your side!
Then someone asked me what death is?
It was your absence I replied...................

Friday, July 2, 2010

The farewell

Hey folks I know how you are feeling and all

The curtain that raised four years ago is about to fall

Time as is its way continues to crawl

Its hurts to think it may the one last time to meet one and all

I didn't wanna grow up so soon

If it meant we would part so soon

The days we started we never knew

One day we would feel they were very few

For the old chapter closes and turns up a new

Time to move on with a new crew

I didn't wanna grow up so soon

If it meant our carefree days would end so soon

No one knows what tomorrow brings

I just hope it would be scorching suns and blooming springs

Coz it would remind me of our times together my fellow beings

I didn't wanna grow up so soon

If it meant dumping our times together in memories cocoon

Life would take us to shores unseen

Time may be tough and paths not always green

But remember there people waiting for your sunshine smile to be seen

I didn't wanna grow up so soon

If it meant I had understand no matter what life is a boon

Today every step towards the gate would mean a step away from you all

No clue when we would meet at all

Hard to move and not look back

Coz the place I am leaving has given me things I can never pack

I didn't wanna grow up so soon

If it meant I had to accept it was okay to "move on"