If ..

If I would have told you how it feels like to have you around

You would have had a reason to think twice before you left

If I would have told you how my heart skips a beat on seeing you

You would have chosen to stay back to hear the rhythm of my heartbeat

If I would have told how much I miss your words, the sound of your voice when you are not around

You would have promised me with a firm voice that no matter how long we would be apart u will be back one day for me

If I would have told you the void created by your absence would stab me to death

You would have hugged me and whispered that there is no void and it'll never be cause we'll always be treasured in each others thoughts till we meet again and the firmness in your eyes would have told me we definitely will

Today even if I scream my heart out it seems as if you can’t hear me

I am sorry I should have told you when you were here near me

But dear I understand this time u didn’t have an option

I knew it was inevitable and you had to leave

You would have fought till the very end and did everything you could have done

U don’t have to regret of leaving me alone

Cause the life spent with you would always remain the best thing

We had dreamed of watching every sunrise and sunset in each others arms

But this time it seems as if it'll have to remain a dream

'Move on' as you always said

I would surely move on but with the blooming garden of your memories in my heart forever.